Such is his fate, who creeping at the shore The billow sweeps him, and he 's found no more. Oh! for some God, to bear my fortunes fair Midway betwixt presumption and despair! "Has then some friendly critic's former blow Taught thee a prudence authors seldom know?" Not so! their anger and their love untried, A wo-taught prudence deigns to tend my side: Life's hopes ill-sped, the Muse's hopes grow poor, And though they flatter, yet they charm no more; Experience points where lurking dangers lay, And as I run, throws caution in my way. There was a night, when wintry winds did rage, Hard by a ruin'd pile, I met a sage; Resembling him the time-struck place appear'd, Father, I said for silver hairs inspire, And oft I call the bending peasant SireTell me, as here beneath this ivy bower That works fantastic round its trembling tower, We hear Heaven's guilt-alarming thunders roar, Tell me the pains and pleasures of the poor; For Hope, just spent, requires a sad adieu, There was a time when, by Delusion led, A scene of sacred bliss around me spread, On Hope's, as Pisgah's lofty top, I stood, And saw my Canaan there, my promised good; A thousand scenes of joy the clime bestow'd, And wine and oil through vision's valleys flow'd; As Moses his, I call'd my prospect bless'd, And gazed upon the good I ne'er possess'd : On this side Jordan doom'd by fate to stand, Whilst happier Joshuas win the promised land. "Son," said the Sage - "be this thy care suppress'd; "The state the Gods shall choose thee, is the best : "Rich if thou art, they ask thy praises more, "And would thy patience when they make thee poor; "But other thoughts within thy bosom reign, "And other subjects vex thy busy brain, "Poetic wreaths thy vainer dreams excite, "And thy sad stars have destined thee to write. "Then since that task the ruthless fates decree, "Take a few precepts from the Gods and me' "Be not too eager in the arduous chace; "Who pants for triumph seldom wins the race: "Venture not all, but wisely hoard thy worth, "And let thy labours one by one go forth: "Some happier scrap capricious wits may find "On a fair day, and be profusely kind; "Which, buried in the rubbish of a throng, "Had pleased as little as a new-year's song, "Or lover's verse, that cloy'd with nauseous sweet, "Or birth-day ode, that ran on ill-pair'd feet. "Merit not always Fortune feeds the bard, "And as the whim inclines bestows reward: "None without wit, nor with it numbers gain ; Thus said the God; for now a God he grew, When wo beguiles them of an angel's tear; Ah! truth, distasteful in poetic theme, Say then, O ye who tell how authors speed, For Oh! thou Hope's, thou Thought's eternal King, Who gav'st them power to charm, and me to sing Chief to thy praise my willing numbers soar, Then let me, (pleasing task!) however hard, Join, as of old, the prophet and the bard; If not, ah! shield me from the dire disgrace, That haunts the wild and visionary race; Let me not draw my lengthen'd lines along, And tire in untamed infamy of song, Lest, in some dismal Dunciad's future page, I stand the CIBBER of this tuneless age; Lest, if another POPE th' indulgent skies Should give, inspired by all their deities, My luckless name, in his immortal strain, Should, blasted, brand me as a second Cain ; Doom'd in that song to live against my will, Whom all must scorn, and yet whom none could kill. The youth, resisted by the maiden's art, Madly plunge on through every hope's defeat, "And why then seek that luckless doom to share ?" Who, I?-To shun it is my only care. I grant it true, that others better tell Of mighty WOLFE, who conquer'd as he fell; (1) Of laughing girls in smiling couplets tell, And paint the dark-brow'd grove, where wood-nymphs dwell; Who bid invading youths their vengeance feel, And pierce the votive hearts they mean to heal. (1) IMIT. Scriberis Vario fortis, et hostium Victor, Mæonii carminis alite, Quam rem cumque ferox navibus, aut equis Miles, te duce, gesserit, &c. &c. HOR. Lib. i. Od. |